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I choked, I puked I fell back again This same old routine That age-old friend It pulls back hard Stuck on this leash No effort I put Will make it release The tears, the worries Watch out, heart attack! Its going to win I will collapse I'd thought it left Many months before I'd won its battle And locked the door It must have slithered Right through the cracks Caught me by surprise And pushed me back Left all alone To sit and wait Breathing out my thoughts Until I break

With a mask to her eyes And a smirk on her face, She walked down the street With such disgusting grace. A man sat to the side, Ripped, scattered, and torn Litter was thrown, Yet he did not scorn. Without a care The woman crouched down, The man barely looked Causing her pretty lips to frown. Handing him a nickel She blankly said, "Tell me a story," And he turned his head. "She was beautiful," He stated, looking up to the sky, "With her golden hair, And bright green eyes." The woman sat cross legged, Listening quite intently, The looks they were given Were all but friendly. "Her head was clouded," He continued to say,

Dark and hollow, Alone once again Sleep pulls at my eyes, It won't win. The hush of the wind Sweeps light from the sky, Needing to rest But trapped in disguise. The ceiling texture Is hardly seen, Eyes opened wide, Wanting to scream. Snickers are heard As God sits in His best, He sees the mess I become When deprived of rest. The pills do nothing, Not a single remedy The night slowly drifts, Filled with insomniatic glee. Light blooms in the sky After hours of wasted time, Until twelve more mass And we repeat this rhyme.

The trees all intertwined, The branches like our veins All thoroughly connected, At heart we're all the same. The soil damp on the forest floor, The roots are all in view Yet I trip each time I pass them, Something I always seem to do. Grass stains on my knees, Mud soaked into my clothes I falter in this vegetated land, Even if this route is the one I know. I notice all the dips and turns, They're all easily seen I can't seem to overcome them, Even if they're the same as they've always been. Then came a day where I felt brave, I was cautious as I passed, Not getting tangled in the leafy mess, I left to see the open field of

Ever get the feeling When nothing seems fair, But your main concern is Whether your lungs accept the air? Ever get the feeling That you'll never be worth it, Even after spending all your time Trying to be so damn perfect? Ever get the feeling When you just want to scream, To have someone notice you for once, To be recognized, to be seen? Ever get the feeling When you just want to be alone, Yet thats how it always is, And nowhere feels like home? Ever get the feeling That this will never end, And all of your miseries Are being played in your head? Ever get the feeling When you need someone to understand, But no one can ge

She's broken inside And there is no cure All joy has fell Only misery is pure The darkness creeps It pulls on her soul Her heart turns icy The coldness tugs and pulls The light has been dimmed Her eyes, darkened black Her fate is eternal Death has attacked

She sat alone one day Just starring at the sky Not giving a damn what they thought As tears formed from her eyes Her heart had been broken Far too many times It could not be mended To her, love is a crime As day turned into night Hot tears continued to fall She felt worthless She had lost it all

I ran away At the break of night Was it because of anger? Or simply because of fright? The darkness consumed me The forest became dense No stars shone that night The air was cold and intense I ran and ran Until my lungs screamed in pain A brisk wind shot by And then fell the rain Drenched wet in the rain And in my own tears I continued along Forgetting my fears I went on for hours Until fright set in I did not know where I was Or how long I had been I tried to go back But could not find the way I began to panic And regret going away

I held my breath I knew you were near About to come true, Was my greatest fear A loved one screamed But I knew it was too late Yet another innocent soul Had met their fate I heard the steps creak As you climbed up the stairs I sat stiff as wood All my senses aware You reached the top step Footsteps was all I could hear About to come true, Was my greatest fear Everything went quiet A chill down my spine The door abruptly burst open I had ran out of time Tears streamed down My cold, pale face I knew I would die What a horrible disgrace The walls seemed to close in As you slowly came near All my emotions were drained A

Out alone that night, Looking up into the stars, Tired of the humility; And the pitiful uproars. Searching for the answer, Looking for the light, But all seems so morbid, Nothing is ever right. The colour begins to drain, From your tear-stained skin. In this game called life, You reckon you'll never win.